| Location | Searcy, Arkansas |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 08/02/1990 |
| Date of Death | 08/02/1990 |
| Visitors | 1,170 since 04/11/2008 |
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Brittany was taken from us way before her time, my doctor let me go to far overdue, she was stillborn, she weighed 7lbs 2 oz, 21 inches long, she was perfect. I had went into labor, on a thursday, my doctor stopped my labor and said she was to small, she wasnt full term yet, he did an ultrasound and said come into my office next tuesday or wednesday, and i can check you then, in the ultrasound she was waiving her fingers, like she was waiving to me and she knew that i would never get to hold her,kiss her and watch her grow into a the wonderful girl she would have been.It was monday, i still remember the feeling i had, i was walking outside and it felt like lightning struck me, i could not move, hard to describe the feeling but after i found out she was gone i knew that was the moment it happened,it took everything i had to get back into the house and lay down, immediately went to sleep.(i should have known something was wrong, i really should have known)i did not feel any movement after that, my mom said she was probably just settling down to because she is ready to be born. I went to the doctor on tuesday, he said well you baby is dead, we will have to induce labor now.He refused to induce labor before.He was a horrible doctor, no bedside manor at all, i never went back to see him, i am still not sure what i would do if i ever seen his face again, its been a long time but i will never forget what he done. I love you baby girl will miss you forever,i think of you everyday, you have a brother Michael who is 16, he will be 17 december 23,2008 and and a sister Kayla that will be 18 January 15, 2009 they would have love to have known you and i am sure you would have loved them very much, i am sure you would have been alot like your sister, i miss you everyday!! someday we will see you again. love always and forever, your mommy
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Brittany"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.
Born Asleep - by Unknown Author
“Born Asleep" - such a beautiful phrase,
Always touches me to the core.
The broken cries of a Mother's heart
When it just can't take anymore.
I open my heart, one Mum to another,
So you never lose your hope,
That although it gets no easier,
I promise you'll learn to cope.
Remember your Angel is sleeping
In a world much kinder than ours
And will always be there to hold your hand
Even in your darkest hours.
My own little Angel will keep an eye,
And play with yours in their park.
But you must find your love and strength,
And feed your own little spark.
You'll never be alone my friend,
I will always understand.
If the tides loom up to swallow you,
Just reach out and grab my hand.
MY ANGEL
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I know i have an ANGEL
She was sent from heaven above
To protect me everyday
And give me lots of love
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She helps me when im lonely
She sits with me when i cry
She encourages me when im down
And makes me want to try
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Someday i hope ill meet her
To thank her for being there
For giving me the strength
And remembering me in prayer
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LOVE ALWAYS VICKY xXxXx
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Angel In My Heart
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When I have no one to turn to
And I am feeling kind of low,
When there is no one to talk to
And nowhere I want to go,
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I search deep within myself
It is the love inside my heart
That lets me know my Angels are there
Even though we are miles apart.
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A smile then appears upon my face
And the sun begins to shine.
I hear a voice, so soft and sweet
Saying, 'Everything will be just fine'
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It may seem that I am alone
But I am never by myself at all.
Whenever I need my Angels near
All I have to do is call.
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An Angel's love is always true
On that you can depend.
They will always stand behind you
And will always be your friend.
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Through darkest hours and brightest days
Our Angels see us through.
You are one of my Angels.
Perhaps I am one for you.
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LOVE ALWAYS VICKY xXxXx
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I know that i passed away quickly
And we never got to say goodbye
But angels in heaven came for me
All im asking is please dont cry
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I am now in a better place
Making my castle in the sky
And one day when your angels come
You will get your answers why.
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LOVE ALWAYS VICKY XXXX
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The stronger side
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I walked along the ocean,
my head bowed low in sorrow,
I hardly handled today,
how do I cope with tomorrow?
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The day was like every other,
the pain the grief inside,
my strength was running out,
I could no longer hide.
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The pain was immense that day,
it had never been that bad,
and all of a sudden, out of the blue,
I didn't feel as sad.
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Something happened that day,
the weight became like a feather,
it'll never be entirely gone though,
the memories are there forever.
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Although I still look back and cry,
I have a friend to confide,
It means the whole world to me,
You helped me reach the stronger side.
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LOVE ALWAYS VICKY xXx
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ANGEL KISS
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A kiss thats sent from heaven
A kiss from up above
A kiss is very special
From someone that you love
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So when your heart is heavy
And filled with tears and pain
And no one can console you
Remember once again
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About the ones we grieve for
Because we sadly miss
The gentle breeze we took for granted
It was our ANGELS KISS
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LOVE ALWAYS VICKY xXx
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ A PRAYER FOR YOU Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
I said a prayer for you today
And know god must have heard
He left the answer in my heart
Although he spoke no word
I didnt ask for wealth or fame
I knew you would'nt mind
I asked him to send treasures
Of a far more lasting kind
I asked that he be near you
At the start of each new day
To grant you health and blessings
And friends to share your ways
I asked for happiness for you
In all things great and small
But it was for his loving care
I prayed for most of all
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ LOVE ALWAYS VICKY XXXX Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
This Tribute Is For This Weekend
Candles will be lit as usual on Sunday for Monday
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An angel in the book of life
Wrote down our baby’s birth
She whispered as she closed the book
"Too beautiful for earth."
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You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet loved one, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
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If Heaven Had A Phone
I cannot dial your number,
I can't get through to you,
I called the operator,
She did all that she could do.
There is no code for heaven,
I cannot place the call,
No numbers left to call,
I reckon I've tried them all.
If heaven had a phone,
I'd ring you every day,
If heaven had a phone,
There's things I want to say.
To tell you that I love you,
And miss you every day,
How much I prayed to god,
That he could let you stay.
If heaven had a phone,
I'd ring you every day,
If heaven had a phone,
I'd hear your voice, know you're okay,
I just want to speak to heaven,
Please do you have a direct line,
Operator says no number,
But your loved one is doing fine.
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God looked around his garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon this earth
And saw your tired face
He put his arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God’s garden must be beautiful
He always takes the best
He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again
He saw that the road was getting rough
And the hills are hard to climb
So he closed your weary eyelids
And whispered, “Peace be thine”
It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn’t go alone
For part of us went with you
The day God called you home
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
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